"well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it && I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine ; but in reality I'm slowly losing my mind underneath the disguise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside...friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly because I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering so I wear my disguise until I go home at night, I turn down all the lights and then break down and cry.."

This is exactly how I've been feeling the past couple of days & unfortunately its not one specific thing its a few things ; when it rains IT POURS!

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